escape

there's this hamster. that's always try to beat scofield in prison breaking. maybe even better than scofield, since the hamster doesnt make a tattoo of the blueprint of the prison on its fur. hohoho.
today, (for the 3rd time), it escaped again. tahu-tahu dah ada dalam bilik, jalan2, keluar masuk bawah almari baju, less than 2 metres away from me (at that time i was attending my laptop, when my eyes caught the glimpse of it running into the bottom of the spongebob-printed cupboard).

erk. escaped again.
the same hamster for the 3rd time, out of 11 hamsters.
i checked again the cage (it's actually a large aquarium that we use to place them). it's not opened. but just a small hole from the opening, with diameter less than 3 cm.
haih. lubang besar ni pun dia boleh escape.

looking at the inside of the cage/ aquarium, it's a mess. when was the last time we tidied it up? (blame the fortnightly exams + alasan lain yg direka2). hurm. memang patut pun hamster ni lari. ubah angin sikit compared to aquarium yg serabut tu.

hamster azizuddin

(dlm mode cuba memahami perasaan hamster): hurm kesian jugak. mesti la lari kalo umah dah sepah2, tuan tak tolong kemas. nasib baik makan still bagi. eh. itu pun skali sehari. eh. itu pun kalau tuan2 tak lupa. eyy rimas. serius nak keluar dari penjara ni.

orang lain tak nak keluar pun aku tak kesah. nak keluar jugak. mungkin dorang rasa selesa tinggal kat tempat kotor2 ni. but not me. tolooong sikit. kena keluar. cari tempat bersih sikit. kalau tak, nanti aku jugak yg sakit duduk tempat kotor2 ni.

(like a chant): escape! escape! escape! yeayyy~!

"Jika kamu menjauhi dosa-dosa besar di antara dosa-dosa yang dilarang kamu mengerjakannya, niscaya Kami hapus kesalahan-kesalahanmu (dosa-dosamu yang kecil) dan Kami masukkan kamu ke tempat yang mulia (surga)". An Nisaa: 31

“Wahai orang-orang yang beriman, jagalah diri kalian dan keluarga kalian dari api neraka yang bahan bakarnya adalah manusia dan batu, penjaganya malaikat-malaikat yang kasar, yang keras, yang tidak mendurhakai Allah terhadap apa yang diperintahkan-Nya kepada mereka dan selalu mengerjakan apa yang diperintahkan.” (At-Tahrim: 6)

we dont want to be eternally in the puddle of our own sins, our own jahiliyah. whenever we stick around it, it pulls us like no other gravity can, making us drown, making us used to it. the truth, we're dirty no matter how we look at it. when we know that we need to escape, we know that we should try it, no matter how many times it will take, no matter how many effort that we need to summoned.

p/s: hamster pun tahu nak lari dari tempat kotor. sebab fitrahnya, semua makhluk tak suka benda kotor.