i want my name to mean me

it started from a taujihat by Syeikh Hamid in 2011.

all of my life, that was the very first time i truly understand the meaning of my name, and what's follow.

which made, this is my favourite verse from the Quran.

"Katakanlah (wahai Muhammad): "Inilah jalanku, aku dan orang-orang yang menurutku, menyeru manusia umumnya kepada agama Allah dengan berdasarkan keterangan dan bukti yang jelas nyata. Dan aku menegaskan: Maha suci Allah (dari segala iktiqad dan perbuatan syirik); dan bukanlah aku dari golongan yang mempersekutukan Allah dengan sesuatu yang lain." 

(Yusuf: 108)

teringat this one time, when a pakcik asked my name, and i pronounced it as 'Basirah' with the light Ra. then he simply pronounced it as it should be,with the thick Ra, like 'Basiroh'. terharu kejap. sebenarnya kalau tilawah, memang baca as Basiroh pun kan. hurm2..

and the tafseer of that particular word sangatlaaa deep.
and lebih faham & connected bila dah berada di jalan dnt ni insyaAllah.
sape2 yang belum dapat tafsir surah ni, sila la tuntut hak anda kat mana yg sepatutnya ;p

ada yg kata, kalau nama berat2 ni tapi anak tu tak sanggup nak tanggung, nanti perangai dia terbalik dengan maksud nama dia. and worst, kene ubah nama atau letak @.
ngaaaa~

but then, sangat suka la bila tahu, kenapa by usia 22 years old baru faham maksud nama sendiri betul2. kenapa bukan lagi awal.
because that is the time that's decided by Him before i was born lagi that i should know and get the fikrah by this and this age. not earlier, no later by that.

berat dan segan bila tafsir ayat ni dibicarakan, dan banyak mata memandang this person that bear that kalimah as her name.

betul- betul dah laksanakan ke tak apa yang ayat ni suruh?

=.=


sangat suka this verse from my favourite book that i read years back, and this verse really portray how i feel when i learn the tafsir of the ayat from Quran. always.

simply said,

"I want my name to mean me."
 

- The Curious Incident of the Dog in the Night-Time-