Friday, April 23, 2010

the notebook(s)

assalamualaikum.

seeing those faces that i always know today, it feels like it has been such a long time since the last time i meet them.
sitting there again. opening up the notebook to jote down anything valuable for this soul of mine.
two notebooks were brought along. one has notes that i got way back from malaysia. as a reference since i'll be listening to a similar topic today.
the other notebook is a fresh one, for me to write anything new today.

the old notebook flipped.
it's a small book. cute one. i kept since i was in standard 6.
too many things were written there.
all the programs that i have been.
many murabbis that have poured their will and soul to open our eyes.
the spirit that this soul felt, elevated when her iman is far from the x- axis.
but why does the Me today has lost those precious feelings?

(at the Heart's door)
knock. knock.
O0h my. it's so hard.
i cant see anything inside.
please shove some light inside so that i can see.




the notebook was closed.
the silly looking handwriting inside it replenishes this heart of mine.
before today, i've learned many things.
that's what the notebook showed me.
it seems like i forgot.
but now i remember again.


Berapa banyak ilmu yang kita sudah pernah peroleh, tapi hanya sedikit yang menjadi fikrah.

Go back and check yourself again.

It will be a waste of many trees that will be cut for the sake of making a notebook, but unfortunately the thing inside the notebook has never been revised, or remembered by it's owner. What a great lost.

"Perumpamaan orang- orang yang diberi tugas membawa Taurat, kemudian mereka tidak membawakannya (tidak mengamalkannya) adalah seperti keldai yang membawa kitab- kitab yang sangat tebal (tetapi tidak memahaminya). Sangat buruk perumpamaan kaum yang mendustakan ayat- ayat Allah. Dan Allah tidak memberi petunjuk kepada orang yang zalim"
Al-Jumu'ah: 05.

9 comments:

aisyah ismail ♥ said...

rindu awak bashu.

doakan Allah sentiasa dekat di hati kita.

(T_T)

itana said...

rindu awak juga aisyah. sangat. huuu.

yep2.sungguh, Allah tu lg dekat dr urat leher kita sndiri insyaAllah :)

z.shin said...

"Berapa banyak ilmu yang kita sudah pernah peroleh, tapi hanya sedikit yang menjadi fikrah."


macam takde je... :(

itana said...

tipula xde. at least mesti ade sikit2 mende dah improve insyaAllah. kita semua still dalam proses utk berubah tu. cumanya yg penting, never let our spirit down eh. tetap semangat~!

najmu thaqib said...

teringt crite imam ghazali. satu hari dia kena rompak n perompak tu ingt dia ada simpan brg berharga. bila check, rupanya ada nota je. imam ghazali kata ambillah benda lain tp jgn ambil nota yg sgt berharga tu. semua tu adalah ilmu2 yg dia dah belajar. perompak tu kata kalau dia ambil kertas ni, hilanglah ilmu imam ghazali. sejak peristiwa tu, imam ghazali makin nekad menghafaz apa yang dia belajar.

nak ckpnye, imam ghazali blaja yg ilmu itu bukan hanya atas kertas je.^_^

jazakillah basyu for the sharing..
(^_^)

itana said...

wahhh tenks jugak tiqah :)
yep2. ade cite lain gak bout dat. time kat mesir dulu masa ikhwanul muslimin ramai2 kene tangkap n buku2 dakwah n harakiah kene rampas, there's no other way to keep the knowledge that they got other than memorizing it. sangat2 hebat la~!

sahabiat said...

menarik sharing tiqah jzkk!!
bashu afwan..heheh mmg xupdate blog
dan tak mengupdate blog org...

thumbs up..
along sgt terkena dgn ayat tue

"It will be a waste of many trees that will be cut for the sake of making a notebook, but unfortunately the thing inside the notebook has never been revised, or remembered by it's owner. What a great lost. "

a.i.s.y.a.h. i.s.m.a.i.l said...

yup sgt best.. kalau kita bukan start hafal je knowledge22 nih but dapat faham dengan hati dan terjemah dgn amal.

huhu~ (T_T)

allahu'alam

itana said...

@ along : heee statement itu sesuai utk org yg cuba utk pikir secara logik akal. wat bazir buku je kalo x guna apa yg ade dlm buku tu :P hihi.

@ aisyah ismail: yep2. tu yg kene fikrahkan segala yg kita dh dapat. baru la jadi mantap~!!

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