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this post meant to be written last april =.=
heeee. anyways.

finally the day has come when i got the chance to be active again in the field, namely playing handball and futsal.
ok. 
dulu kat sekolah memang tak boleh duduk diam. and selalu main bola ngan sedara2 yang semuanya laki.  
it's a competition actually. so ada la teams, referees, cheers and all.
ada yang main kasar, ada yang tak puas hati, ada yang rasa tak aci.

ada lagi, yang marah2 referee :)

yang comelnya, bila sorang ni jerit kat referee,
"eyy dorang main kasar la. patut foul~!!!" dengan semangatnya dia jerit. yang sorang lagi kat tepi dia dok tenangkan teman nih. banyak kali jugak dia rasa opponent main ganas and berlaku ketidakadilan kat situ. sebab dia memang player netball handball dan sebagainya jadi dia cam yakin la dengan rules yang dia tahu. so banyak kali gakla dia shout kat referee.
yang referee pun comel ja. sebab tak biasa jadi referee, so ampunkanla dia sikit~

yang menariknya, si teman yg suka shout kat referee ni bila dia dah tenang balik and reflect again, she dropped a wisdom.

"saya jerit2 tegur dorang main ganas sebab kita sayang akhawat kita. kita sayang orang yang sama2 dengan kita. 

Kan bagus kalau kita sangat2 rasa benda tu sampai kita rasa nak tegur and lawan je balik semua orang yang bunuh sedara2 muslim kita lain kat sana tu."

jawdropped.

Be real larr

Romantic.

definition:  having no basis in fact : imaginary  : impractical in conception or plan : visionary : marked by the imaginative or emotional appeal of what is heroic, adventurous, remote, mysterious, or idealized.


when people search for escapism instead of realism,
they'll never satisfied with what had been given to him.

idolization of love stories from movies/ dramas,  imagining oneself as the helpless heroin of the story, etc doesn't make one's life better.

it's your own life, so you're the one who's going to save your own self.
do not be weak, do not be helpless, because He created you as someone strong.
as the one who cluelessly accept the responsibilities that even the mountain can't hold, even all other creatures cannot withstand.

you, by default, isn't as weak as you think you are.

stand high to uphold your purpose of life. bow low to the One who created you.


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Just a yellow lime

Met this young boy during the weekend, visiting his younger brother. 11 years old, not afraid of strangers. Without hesitation, he kept pestering asking to borrow anyone's laptop to play games. And of course i dont succumb to his demand :)
Borak2 ngan dia sangat menarik.
Walaupun tengah sangat sedih because cannot go back to gather with the lovelies for the weekend, Allah sent me this boy to make my oncall day and night brighter.
And also the monday next :)
Then he gave me this limau out of nowhere.
Weheuuu~ ^_^

masalah umat lagi besar

a text came.


"semalam, ade.......... (and problems told).

maaf la bashu. Mesir tengah sibuk berperang tapi saya duk qadaya mende camni,... "


kecomelan.

dalam musim2 macam ni, bukan sekali dapat text yg kurang lebih begini.


tersentuh,

bila ramai sebenarnya yang mengerti. masalah hati yang memang suka bolak balik ni lebih kecil dari masalah umat yg haru biru sekarang.

sebab tu,

mukmin tu jiwa dia harus besaaaarrr.
sebab hal- hal lain ni takkan mengecilkan hati dia. sebab jiwa dia seluas lautan.

ingat.

masalah umat lagi besar dari masalah emo2 kite ni.

dot.

dependency

takut

nak buat satu2 decision bila rasa belum cukup dekat dengan Allah



allahu.


=.=