Be real larr

Romantic.

definition:  having no basis in fact : imaginary  : impractical in conception or plan : visionary : marked by the imaginative or emotional appeal of what is heroic, adventurous, remote, mysterious, or idealized.


when people search for escapism instead of realism,
they'll never satisfied with what had been given to him.

idolization of love stories from movies/ dramas,  imagining oneself as the helpless heroin of the story, etc doesn't make one's life better.

it's your own life, so you're the one who's going to save your own self.
do not be weak, do not be helpless, because He created you as someone strong.
as the one who cluelessly accept the responsibilities that even the mountain can't hold, even all other creatures cannot withstand.

you, by default, isn't as weak as you think you are.

stand high to uphold your purpose of life. bow low to the One who created you.


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Just a yellow lime

Met this young boy during the weekend, visiting his younger brother. 11 years old, not afraid of strangers. Without hesitation, he kept pestering asking to borrow anyone's laptop to play games. And of course i dont succumb to his demand :)
Borak2 ngan dia sangat menarik.
Walaupun tengah sangat sedih because cannot go back to gather with the lovelies for the weekend, Allah sent me this boy to make my oncall day and night brighter.
And also the monday next :)
Then he gave me this limau out of nowhere.
Weheuuu~ ^_^

masalah umat lagi besar

a text came.


"semalam, ade.......... (and problems told).

maaf la bashu. Mesir tengah sibuk berperang tapi saya duk qadaya mende camni,... "


kecomelan.

dalam musim2 macam ni, bukan sekali dapat text yg kurang lebih begini.


tersentuh,

bila ramai sebenarnya yang mengerti. masalah hati yang memang suka bolak balik ni lebih kecil dari masalah umat yg haru biru sekarang.

sebab tu,

mukmin tu jiwa dia harus besaaaarrr.
sebab hal- hal lain ni takkan mengecilkan hati dia. sebab jiwa dia seluas lautan.

ingat.

masalah umat lagi besar dari masalah emo2 kite ni.

dot.

dependency

takut

nak buat satu2 decision bila rasa belum cukup dekat dengan Allah



allahu.


=.=

Headstrong

One might regards it as ego, one might say it's herself born as a headstrong person.

Pernah orang kata saya ego tinggi.bukan pernah. Banyak kali.
Dont know whether it is gone or not, tapi dah jarang dengar.
Sekarang selalu dengar keras kepala. Headstrong.

Imagine you're working with more than a handful headstrong women for a couple of months. How the so-called 'headstrong' woman even deal with it.

But there's this thing called 'principle'.
What makes her stands her ground. What colours her mind, the very same thing will colours her acts.
However her mind is losing its tract, her act will seem like a person losing her values, her principles.
Hilang punca.
To make things clear, i'm talking about fikrah islam here.

Susah bila lost di tengah2 fikrah yang belum clear.
Susah bila terpaksa rewind balik memories, of how we dealt with things during our early years of tarbiyah.the part where we see ourselves better than these days.
The part of our better selves that we never want to lose.

Tapi tu la.
Jangan pernah buruk sangka dengan allah. Allah memang sediakan the best situation for us to live on. Jangan pernah salahkan situation, jangan pernah salahkan orang lain.
Tarbiyah perlu diperjuangkan. Bukan jatuh dari langit tiba2, bukan ada depan mata tanpa doa n usaha.
Every kedegilan yg kita ada, degil la utk tarbiyah.
Every ego yg kita ada, put it up high for allah.
Every kekerasan kepala yg kita ada, sekeras itu jugakla semangat and hati kita untuk dapat tarbiyah dari allah.
Allah takkan bagi segala sifat yang kita ada tu untuk jatuhkan kita. Sebab deen ni lah yang memuliakan kita selama ni.

Jangan pernah hilang!
Jangan pernah putus asa!
Jangan pernah buruk sangka dengan Allah dan orang lain.

You strut and fret on This path, tapi jangan pernah pilih jalan lain.
Bila Allah beri rasa, bila Allah lempar tali2 hidayah Dia, jangan pernah ignore. Jangan pernah rasa malas nak grab.
Peluk kuat2 rasa tu, pegang erat2 tali tu, like it is the last one that He'll give to you.

Sebab,

Waktu itu hidup.